I worked so hard I could cry.

She is gone! GONE! I am happy that she is gone. Having her around was annoying. It's about time that she went home to her family instead of being a freeloader for any longer. Now I can feel free to do what I want instead of having someone watch over me every freaking second. Then having to deal with her nic-fits and having to her complain about how she wants to have sex. I am so happy I could jump up and say "YES!" at the top of my lungs.
I'm FREE!!!!!!

It is a pain.She needs to go home already. On top of that another friend is getting kicked out. Should I start an Inn?
Oh and my mother is not minding it at all.

I need to let the past go not matter how much I had cherished the people and memories I had with them. It's all over with we have all went our separate ways. I don't want the past to come knocking on my door whenever it wants a place to stay and food to eat. I even cooked, why do I always find myself doing things I don't normally do when the past is there. I know my friendship is being used in exchange for shelter and food and yet I allow it. I really am such a coward I am holding on too much. I really need to stop....now.

Ok now I can finally get  back without interruptions to Lamento. This whole thing is time consuming and I wish the script was shorter and that there was another extractor. *shakes fist at Bardo*  Oh well there isn't, I am going to have to stick to it. Sorry it's taking so long everyone the script is really long and the program to get the text is janky. *sigh*

To aphelion_orion  .    



Just be happy it's not chibi. XD

Sometimes I dislike being busy even more than I hate doing nothing. I feel like I am just wasting time running around in circles. Today think I have to go to the college and talk to a councilor. After that I have to go look for a real job. Most places don't like the kind of person I am. I can seem a bit stand-offish at first. They want an energetic, sociable, friendly person. I am just going to be turned down all over again . This is going to be another week full of fun. Only it really isn't going to be fun, not at all.

I think I may go.

So I watched episodes 36 and 37 today. I could have watched them sooner but I wanted to watch it today .Also I wanted to watch episode 36 right before 37. Anyway, it ended beautifully even though the ending was a little different from the manga ending I still liked it.  I am really sad that it is all over. I think I will need a Ryuk plushie and some chocolate or cake to be comforted.


Death Note will always be one of my favorite series. It was wonderful and full of suspense.

So for this whole week I have been really sick and it annoys me. Who gets sick in the summer? I have to have tissues around me at all times because there is a never ending supply of mucus. I am also sneezing, coughing, and my throat is sore. All I want to do is sleep. I don't want to be dragged around places but I some how let that happen.
Yesterday I went to the laundry mat. It took three hours to clean all the clothes and wait for them to dry than fold them. So I took some things to keep me busy while I was there, my Nintendo DS and ipod. It did help time pass by. It was kind of funny how my sister was trying to talk to me and once in a while I would respond. I think she was kind of getting annoyed.
In other news:
Yeah, I haven't finished Asato's route yet because I haven't been feeling well. I have been sleeping since it's the best thing to do. So I haven't been working on it as much I wanted to. Though the good news is I am towards the end.